And i'll look at the world through blinded eyes and deafened ears. i don't wanna see it, i don't wanna no it exists . i don't care if it's a lie tell it scream it if you must keep your fingers tied tight and hidden well. if I have to close my eyes and pretend this world isn't what it is then that is what must be done and then with no sight to see the horrors before me and no ears to hear the dreadful screams of the damned and constant lies being told to me face perhaps then i can bear this life and the happiness that comes with all of its gifts